Give me snail mail any day over paying online. I don’t like it one bit. It’s convenient but it makes me nervous. I had to today. I goofed when I bought something; I used the wrong card, that’s what I get for going speedily through the checkout process. They only take payments online and they don’t let you pay your bill by credit card *headdesk*. So now they have my bank info *headdesk*. Lesson learned.

I did some researching of all the things I’ve been drawn to. I read about totem animals and stones. I now understand, took me long enough. I originally thought the elements were calling to me, wrong. They’re all things/attributes I need in my life. I also found something that talked about how dragons come to people. I think that’s why I bought the sleeping dragon infant. I have put it out to the gods that I would like a companion.

I’m not too concerned with what path I should take anymore. However, I still have a strong desire to be chosen, picked by deities. I’ve put that out there too. But I’m not drawn to anyone, no specific god or goddess. I’m the one that wanted to start with a clean slate, hoping the slate is clean. I think the gods have long memories. Because of how I was raised I keep asking for forgiveness, I haven’t gotten anything that I was forgiven. Christianity strikes again with my thinking about this.

In 3 more days I start my Witchcraft 101 course.